Smiling in Slow Motion

Look what you've done －Jet 


Take my photo off the wall

if it just won't sing for you

'cause all that's left has gone away

and there's nothing there for you to prove

oh, look what you've done

you've made a fool of everyone

oh well, it seems likes such fun

until you lose what you had won

give me back my point of view

'cause i just can't think for you

i can hardly hear you say

what should i do, well you choose

oh, look what you've done

you've made a fool out of everyone

oh well, it seems likes such fun

until you lose what you had won

oh, look what you've done

you've made a fool of everyone

a fool of everyone

a fool of everyone

take my photo off the wall

if it just won't sing for you

'cause all that's left has gone away

and there's nothing there for you to do

oh, look what you've done

you've made a fool of everyone

oh well, it seems likes such fun

until you lose what you had won

oh, look what you've done

you've made a fool of everyone

a fool of everyone

a fool of everyone

(end)

恍然发现阿什顿·库彻是我的菜，

虽然看【蝴蝶效应】已经是好几年前的事了。

就像我最近老说自己其实很慢热一样，

有些感觉真的需要缓一缓才能沉淀现形。

这样说来，库彻该是我的酒，后劲上来了——

今早一下子看了他两部电影：

【杀手们】和【相见恨早】，

新作老片，尝新忆旧，交集是爱情。

点中我死穴的却是，

【相见恨早】中这首Jet的《Look what you've done》，

不可思议地心头一软。

正如喝了一半的丝滑拿铁已经凉透，

一口干尽，却惊喜地发现比热气蒸腾时更顺口。

雨天、咖啡、棉花糖、一个人、一首歌，

酝酿出一种恍惚的情绪。

甘于沉溺，甘于示弱，

甘于说，此刻终于不必那么端着做人。

不想去深究库彻和黛咪·摩尔现今的流言蜚语，

只想保留住库彻当年不顾一切追求摩尔的感动，

保留住库彻一如既往在爱情片中阳光而憨痴的样子。

其实，最俗的桥段也会让我想感动，

其实，最作的语言也会让我想相信，

其实，最烂的后果也会让我想坚持，

其实，最糟的爱情也会让我想尝试。

原谅我总采取先发制人的强势，因为害怕显示软弱而受伤；

原谅我总采取自我保护的规避，因为害怕付出而没有结果；

原谅我总采取怀疑一切的姿态，因为害怕相信而收获失望。

——我真的很难拧过自己天生的脾性。

哪怕真的嘲弄了所有人

哪怕只是赢了全部输了自己，

哪怕此刻这感觉已经在迅速降温，

还是要谢谢听这首歌的恍惚情绪真实存在过。

 
                                   下午茶时间已过，心气也过留笔